Comfort

It can be difficult to feel that here. And I think that if you do that is when you let your guard down and become unsafe. It's not a comfortable place to be and I will be glad when the day comes when I leave. To relax again, feel peace. Calm.

It's unfortunate that the people left here will not feel it. Sorrow, vexation, stress, anger, desperation. Feelings that don't look to go away soon.